she said ...."our bed"

Phantom Planet - California

Veg: Did you build your fire?...get it going for the night?

Cupcake: Yeah theres a mountain of wood in there!

Veg:...........theres a mountain of wood in my pants.

And we laughed and laughed

true

Your cynical side is speechless

I feel, in some way, responsible

In return....as driving home

staring in awe at the mountains and snow

I think...."well, I could move....I can always visit."

And that is what astounds me.

The smile on my face is what tells the truth.

Stanley Steemer | "Alpaca" :15

my new motto

Laugh.Love.Create.

You've done it.

Broke through the wall thats been built

How?....being sooo far away??

Soon the distance between us will be mere centimeters

Whoa

do not bend!

Say Anything Crush'd (Album Version)

I don't think people are meant to be by themselves.

That's why, if you actually find someone you care about...

...it's important to let go of the little things.

...Even if you can't let go all the way.

Because nothing sucks more than feeling all alone...no matter how many people are around.

hello hello baby you called? I cant hear a thing

I Will Follow You Into The Dark

its bizarre i havent met you......yet i miss you

slug

before the natty light

after the natty light

Happy Holidays

SLUG party

scratching post quarterpipe?......yep

that just happened

**AND WITHIN ONE HOUR THE SCRATCHING POST WAS BROKEN**

Holly Throsby - Here is my co pilot - music video

Waking up to this today.

Thanks Triple J radio

Kind of like an ending but more like a beginning

And even though you're losing

then you're winning

If you say oh

Remember this forever

All that matters is a song

Singing I will be with you

Everywhere you go

Every little thing you do

Our love is here to stay

Even when the skies are gray

Even when I'm away

I'll be with you.

Now you're so much older

so mature and insecure

You've grown out of yourself and into something else

Oh you crazy rebel tell me is this what you want to be

Would it kill you to be shameless?

If you say oh

Just scream this in defiance from the bottom of your lungs

What ever happened to the rock in roll in your eyes?

Oh I know its somewhere in you underneath the veil of lies

Oh why do you hide them, your rock and roll eyes?

They're crazy

Eardrums are like elephants, they don't forget the things they hear

And veins still carry fragments of the things fed to your ear

Let me do the honours and welcome you back to mankind

Just turn on the stereo and unwind

It goes

I will always love you.

And as for taking it in stride.

the urge is back

the alarm is signaling

"Skiers make the best lovers because they don't sit in front of a television like couch potatoes. They take a risk and they wiggle their behinds. They also meet new people on the ski lift."

thanks dr ruth

and i turned the corner tonight

passed through the intersection

then realized

that the house would be empty when i arrived

....blahhh

I ain't forty, I like your stories
Keep them coming cause It's kind a boring
It ain't coming you have to find it
'Cause all of a sudden you got grounded
You didn't care, you just stared
At the sign that said all beware,
In and Out and said Oi, Tik, Tok,
I'm glad you got away of me
Let the dying shorten this Rythmmmm
Let's Go Where the shores are green
Let's Go Where the Music's loud
Let's Go Cause this ain't no problems, fuck this, fucking tragedy

blahhhh....

i dont care about getting laid

i just want to get loved

Look, I can appreciate this.

I was young too, I felt just like you. Hated authority, hated all my bosses, thought they were full of shit.

Look, it's like they say, if you're not a rebel by the age of 20, you got no heart,

but

if you haven't turned establishment by 30, you've got no brains.

Because there are no story-book romances, no fairy-tale endings.

So before you run out and change the world, ask yourself,

"What do you really want?"

decade

Ten(10!) years of this lifestyle.

And no plans to quit anytime soon.

For the first time, little responsibility this season

meaning more time on the snow

No easy road though.

I want to work for it.

Meaning more hiking.

MORE creativity.

MORE shoveling.

MORE appreciation.

and then sadness sets in again.

and its difficult to leave this room.

"I just don't want to look back and wonder what could have been, you know?"

and yet everyday I wonder "what if"

the easiest way to lose something

is to want it too badly

" I guess, in the end, things seldom work out exactly the way you expect. Other times, well, you've kind of sealed your own fate. Either way, you have to trust that whatever's supposed to happen, will happen. Besides, somehow you always seem to end up with the person you're meant to be with."

wallow

"One of the most universal human experiences is feeling alone.

You'd never know it, but there's most likely tons of people feeling the exact same way.

Maybe because you're feeling abandoned.

Maybe because you realize that you aren't as self-sufficient as you thought.

Maybe because you know you should've handled something differently.

Or maybe because you aren't as good as you thought you were.

Either way, when you hit that low point, you have a choice.

You can either wallow in self-pity....

...Or you can suck it up. It's your call."

next

and in a flash its all over

it may be just a 3 month store

but its packed full of stories. full of drama.

now those memories are packed into a storage unit.

both physically and mentally

never turned to booze so much to calm down after a shift.

or during.

so painful. heartbroken. stressed. tears.

yet slight moments of delight

even bliss

theres so much i want to tell you.

but never will