so she tells me i cross my arms alot. i say "its just a natural position"..... but i wonder if thats such a good thing.
"This can indicate that a person is putting up an unconscious barrier between themselves and others. It can also indicate that the person's arms are cold which would be clarified by rubbing the arms or huddling. When the overall situation is amicable, it can mean that a person is thinking deeply about what is being discussed. "Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Monday, September 28, 2009
Monday, September 21, 2009
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
Saturday, September 05, 2009
in the bathroom...
Apparently there are photos/video of me dancing on the piano at the bar.....i would like to see these
Friday, September 04, 2009
twenty seven efff'in years old today.
how i manage to last this long....i dont know.
why i'm still here....i dont know.
i was hoping to not wake up today.... like everyother day.
she texted me a lot yesterday...ugh. luckily i didnt tear into her much like i wanted to. Kris stopped me and said, dont reply. its what she wants. its just another game she is playing with you. i'm glad i listened to her. (thanks)
she called me a penpal...."a bad penpal"....really?...all i am is a fucking penpal to you. awesome.
this whole "me being too nice" thing wont last much longer. get your stuff out.
give me my money back. and my green shirt.
thanks.
thanks for the scars.
i've made an appointment to get a professional scar of sorts. i hope its colourful.
how i manage to last this long....i dont know.
why i'm still here....i dont know.
i was hoping to not wake up today.... like everyother day.
she texted me a lot yesterday...ugh. luckily i didnt tear into her much like i wanted to. Kris stopped me and said, dont reply. its what she wants. its just another game she is playing with you. i'm glad i listened to her. (thanks)
she called me a penpal...."a bad penpal"....really?...all i am is a fucking penpal to you. awesome.
this whole "me being too nice" thing wont last much longer. get your stuff out.
give me my money back. and my green shirt.
thanks.
thanks for the scars.
i've made an appointment to get a professional scar of sorts. i hope its colourful.
Thursday, September 03, 2009
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
Highlights/lowlights from the weekend:
-i dont know how many times i was asked this past week, up at POW MOW, "so did you get married?"...ugh....
-i gave my number to a girl....but she hasnt called =(
-a random lady walked up to me and said "Veg?!?....we were just talking about you. So this is you. Glad to meet you. I hear youre cool.....cool as a cucumber." Is that a good thing?
-"you look/seem like the most laidback cook i've ever seen"
-Working 7am-8pm
-getting the cash Bonu$
-interview with Outside Magazine
-the bet has been made to see how long i can go, without shaving my face. will a beard happen?
...ugh. why cant she get the rest of her stuff out?...why is she dragging this out?...making it harder than it already is?
-i dont know how many times i was asked this past week, up at POW MOW, "so did you get married?"...ugh....
-i gave my number to a girl....but she hasnt called =(
-a random lady walked up to me and said "Veg?!?....we were just talking about you. So this is you. Glad to meet you. I hear youre cool.....cool as a cucumber." Is that a good thing?
-"you look/seem like the most laidback cook i've ever seen"
-Working 7am-8pm
-getting the cash Bonu$
-interview with Outside Magazine
-the bet has been made to see how long i can go, without shaving my face. will a beard happen?
...ugh. why cant she get the rest of her stuff out?...why is she dragging this out?...making it harder than it already is?
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
back to POW MOW this week.
soooo strange to be back. still havent made up my mind 100% if i want to return.
vail still calls me....and i miss the atmosphere, and friends i made, there. and Northwoods.
the halloween store though....is turning into a damn funny job. today my job was to construct a "cubby" to hide all the extra masks, behind the sales counter. so in my head i heard...."go sort through the boxes, find bad ones, make a castle while youre over there, come back and build a storage space here." so needless to say the castle has started.
then there are the : take-as-much-time-as-you need lunchbreaks, the rubberband fights, the sword fights, the costume fashion shows, dressing/posing the mannequins in naughty ways.
i enjoy it.
so now its back to a week at powder. i think this will decide if i return for winter or not.
soooo strange to be back. still havent made up my mind 100% if i want to return.
vail still calls me....and i miss the atmosphere, and friends i made, there. and Northwoods.
the halloween store though....is turning into a damn funny job. today my job was to construct a "cubby" to hide all the extra masks, behind the sales counter. so in my head i heard...."go sort through the boxes, find bad ones, make a castle while youre over there, come back and build a storage space here." so needless to say the castle has started.
then there are the : take-as-much-time-as-you need lunchbreaks, the rubberband fights, the sword fights, the costume fashion shows, dressing/posing the mannequins in naughty ways.
i enjoy it.
so now its back to a week at powder. i think this will decide if i return for winter or not.
lost
soo...she was suppose to move all her stuff out over the weekend. and thats why i ASKED to work both days. i still came home to find her stuff untouched. monday though, she moved the majority of it out. still leaving her bed. why drag this out?
but at the same time...i'm lost....i wasnt ready for this after all.
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Monday, August 10, 2009
Warped Highlights:
Frrreeeee Tickets!
Hooking up a stranger with a free ticket
Meeting a monk.....talking without talking
The Questions: Are you playing here?...You wanna hit this?....Where did you get your shoes?
Brokencyde...soo wrong...but oh so funny.
The entire NOFX set
Seeing Powder People
Being told...."Minneeesooota Niiiiceee"
The fact I could wear a beanie all day, and not be sweating my bawls off
Whoever the girl was that decided to dance up on me at Brokencyde....ugh
i woke up sunday morning to scratching at my door. and i whispered to myself, "no 'f-ing way".....but then i heard it again. and zoom....i was at the door. but nobody was there. where are you? you torture me still. yeah i do it to myself, but youre still here. i still see you. how much longer can i do this? i want you back. deal with it. and i wont give up. and i may just have to walk away.
Frrreeeee Tickets!
Hooking up a stranger with a free ticket
Meeting a monk.....talking without talking
The Questions: Are you playing here?...You wanna hit this?....Where did you get your shoes?
Brokencyde...soo wrong...but oh so funny.
The entire NOFX set
Seeing Powder People
Being told...."Minneeesooota Niiiiceee"
The fact I could wear a beanie all day, and not be sweating my bawls off
Whoever the girl was that decided to dance up on me at Brokencyde....ugh
i woke up sunday morning to scratching at my door. and i whispered to myself, "no 'f-ing way".....but then i heard it again. and zoom....i was at the door. but nobody was there. where are you? you torture me still. yeah i do it to myself, but youre still here. i still see you. how much longer can i do this? i want you back. deal with it. and i wont give up. and i may just have to walk away.
Self Ink !
The night of.
First tattoo on myself.....I plan for more. Wayyy rad to actually tattoo yourself.
Sunday, August 09, 2009
Wednesday, August 05, 2009
Robyn said to me...."you're mumbling again.....and are you mumbling in Spanish?!"
hehehehe...funniest thing i heard all day.
and they gave me a new nickname at work: Crafty
Ugh....i woke up gasping for breath the other night, due to my dream. "youre dickhead friend" was riding the school bus with me super late at night. and i had my laundry there, and was hanging it up over all the seats. he just glared at me the entire time. and i got off at my stop, the farm in minnesota, and he decided to get off as well. then proceeded to chase me. thats when i woke up...a little freaked out.
everynight youre involved in my dreams, somehow.
when are you going to ever see me, notice me.
i think i'm almost ready to let go......=(
hehehehe...funniest thing i heard all day.
and they gave me a new nickname at work: Crafty
Ugh....i woke up gasping for breath the other night, due to my dream. "youre dickhead friend" was riding the school bus with me super late at night. and i had my laundry there, and was hanging it up over all the seats. he just glared at me the entire time. and i got off at my stop, the farm in minnesota, and he decided to get off as well. then proceeded to chase me. thats when i woke up...a little freaked out.
everynight youre involved in my dreams, somehow.
when are you going to ever see me, notice me.
i think i'm almost ready to let go......=(
Monday, August 03, 2009
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