scratching post quarterpipe?......yep

that just happened

**AND WITHIN ONE HOUR THE SCRATCHING POST WAS BROKEN**

Holly Throsby - Here is my co pilot - music video

Waking up to this today.

Thanks Triple J radio

Kind of like an ending but more like a beginning

And even though you're losing

then you're winning

If you say oh

Remember this forever

All that matters is a song

Singing I will be with you

Everywhere you go

Every little thing you do

Our love is here to stay

Even when the skies are gray

Even when I'm away

I'll be with you.

Now you're so much older

so mature and insecure

You've grown out of yourself and into something else

Oh you crazy rebel tell me is this what you want to be

Would it kill you to be shameless?

If you say oh

Just scream this in defiance from the bottom of your lungs

What ever happened to the rock in roll in your eyes?

Oh I know its somewhere in you underneath the veil of lies

Oh why do you hide them, your rock and roll eyes?

They're crazy

Eardrums are like elephants, they don't forget the things they hear

And veins still carry fragments of the things fed to your ear

Let me do the honours and welcome you back to mankind

Just turn on the stereo and unwind

It goes

I will always love you.

And as for taking it in stride.

the urge is back

the alarm is signaling

"Skiers make the best lovers because they don't sit in front of a television like couch potatoes. They take a risk and they wiggle their behinds. They also meet new people on the ski lift."

thanks dr ruth

and i turned the corner tonight

passed through the intersection

then realized

that the house would be empty when i arrived

....blahhh

I ain't forty, I like your stories
Keep them coming cause It's kind a boring
It ain't coming you have to find it
'Cause all of a sudden you got grounded
You didn't care, you just stared
At the sign that said all beware,
In and Out and said Oi, Tik, Tok,
I'm glad you got away of me
Let the dying shorten this Rythmmmm
Let's Go Where the shores are green
Let's Go Where the Music's loud
Let's Go Cause this ain't no problems, fuck this, fucking tragedy

blahhhh....

i dont care about getting laid

i just want to get loved

Look, I can appreciate this.

I was young too, I felt just like you. Hated authority, hated all my bosses, thought they were full of shit.

Look, it's like they say, if you're not a rebel by the age of 20, you got no heart,

but

if you haven't turned establishment by 30, you've got no brains.

Because there are no story-book romances, no fairy-tale endings.

So before you run out and change the world, ask yourself,

"What do you really want?"

decade

Ten(10!) years of this lifestyle.

And no plans to quit anytime soon.

For the first time, little responsibility this season

meaning more time on the snow

No easy road though.

I want to work for it.

Meaning more hiking.

MORE creativity.

MORE shoveling.

MORE appreciation.

and then sadness sets in again.

and its difficult to leave this room.

"I just don't want to look back and wonder what could have been, you know?"

and yet everyday I wonder "what if"

the easiest way to lose something

is to want it too badly

" I guess, in the end, things seldom work out exactly the way you expect. Other times, well, you've kind of sealed your own fate. Either way, you have to trust that whatever's supposed to happen, will happen. Besides, somehow you always seem to end up with the person you're meant to be with."

wallow

"One of the most universal human experiences is feeling alone.

You'd never know it, but there's most likely tons of people feeling the exact same way.

Maybe because you're feeling abandoned.

Maybe because you realize that you aren't as self-sufficient as you thought.

Maybe because you know you should've handled something differently.

Or maybe because you aren't as good as you thought you were.

Either way, when you hit that low point, you have a choice.

You can either wallow in self-pity....

...Or you can suck it up. It's your call."

next

and in a flash its all over

it may be just a 3 month store

but its packed full of stories. full of drama.

now those memories are packed into a storage unit.

both physically and mentally

never turned to booze so much to calm down after a shift.

or during.

so painful. heartbroken. stressed. tears.

yet slight moments of delight

even bliss

theres so much i want to tell you.

but never will

big pun

I'm not a player

I just crush alot

this is the theme song to this trip

the motto as of last night:

"this is a co-getsome mission"

there are no rules in this state.

girls.

snowboarding.

music.

who knows whats in store for the next few days.

minnesota returns

Always intrigued by airports.

All the people. All the stories.

Surely, its not creepy to listen in on conversations.

It is

and dont call me surely.

Ivy

Makes sense. What do you want to do with your life?

11:07pmMe

travel

smile

find "her"

Ivy

Well, I've gotten you to smile, have I not?

Me

um yeah....

but

i want to smile on my own

"Why are you so nice Veg?"

.......why indeed?

The Office - Chair Model - Video - NBC.com

http://www.nbc.com/The_Office/video/chair-model/241427/

note to self: one republic...secrets

Kele - Everything You Wanted

nomad

This nomad lifestyle is becoming very appealing to this kid.

Step one: purchase RV

Step two: purchase atlas

Step three: ?

Step four: Live. Smile.

i miss you.

How To Be Alone

If you rescue me

I’ll be your friend forever

Let me in your bed

I’ll keep you warm in winter

All the kittens are playing

they’re having such fun

I wish it could happen to me

But if you rescue me

I’ll never have to be alone again

All the cars drive do fast

And the people are mean

And sometimes it’s hard to find food

Let me into your world

I’ll keep you warm and amused

All the things we can do in the rain

If you rescue me

I’ll be your friend forever

Let me in your bed

I’ll keep you warm in winter

Oh someday I know

Someone will look into my eyes

And say: hello, you’re a very special kitten

So if you rescue me

I’ll never have to be alone again

I’ll never have to be alone again

I’ll never have to be alone again

broke

Bird Lady: That broke my heart. When the chance to be loved came along again, I ran away from it. I stopped trusting people.
Kevin McCallister: No offense, but that seems like sort of a dumb thing to do.
Bird Lady: I was afraid of getting my heart broken again. Sometimes you can trust a person, and then, when things are down, they forget about you.
Kevin McCallister: Maybe they're just too busy. Maybe they don't forget about you, but they forget to remember you. People don't mean to forget. My grandfather says if my head wasn't screwed on, I'd leave it on the school bus.
Bird Lady: I'm just afraid if I do trust someone, I'll get my heart broken.
Kevin McCallister: I understand. I had a nice pair of Rollerblades. I was afraid to wreck them, so I kept them in a box. Do you know what happened? I outgrew them. I never wore them outside. Only in my room a few times.
Bird Lady: A person's heart and feelings are very different than skates.
Kevin McCallister: They're kind of the same thing. If you won't use your heart, who cares if it gets broken? If you just keep it to yourself, maybe it'll be like my Rollerblades. When you do decide to try it, it won't be any good. You should take a chance. Got nothing to lose.
Bird Lady: Little truth in there somewhere.
Kevin McCallister: I think so. Your heart might still be broken, but it isn't gone. If it was gone, you wouldn't be so nice.
Bird Lady: Thank you. Do you know it's been a couple of years since I've talked to anybody?
Kevin McCallister: That's okay. You're good at it. You're not boring. You don't mumble or spit. You should do it more often. Just wear an outfit with no pigeon poop on it.
Bird Lady: I have been working very hard at keeping people away. I always think I'll have a lot of fun if I'm alone... but when I'm alone, it's not fun.
Kevin McCallister: I don't care how much people bug me, I'd rather be with someone than alone.
Bird Lady: So what are you doing alone on Christmas Eve? You did something wrong?
Kevin McCallister: A lot of things.
Bird Lady: Did you know that a good deed erases a bad deed?
Kevin McCallister: It's late. I don't know if I'll have enough time to do enough good deeds to erase all my bad ones.
Bird Lady: It's Christmas Eve. Good deeds count extra tonight. Think of an important thing you can do for others, and go do it. Just follow the star in your heart.
Kevin McCallister: Okay... It's getting pretty late. I'd better get going. If I don't see you, I hope everything turns out okay.
Bird Lady: Thank you.
Kevin McCallister: Tell the birds I said goodbye.

Bird Lady: I will.
Kevin McCallister: If you need somebody to trust, it can be me. I won't forget to remember you.
Bird Lady: Don't make promises you can't keep.

who would have thought Home Alone 2 could be so "deep"

a broken heart for a birthday present

i'd rather not have opened that gift

as fast as you showed up

you disappeared

i fell for you

i got scared by you

i pushed you

i regretted me

and out of nowhere

you show up

in no time

i've fallen for you

complicating situations

sing to me again

everytime

EVERYTIME i see pictures or videos of alaska i get tears in my eyes.

literally tears.

i think i'm suppose to go there.

oh you.

who are you?

No time ever seems right
To talk about the reasons why you and I fight
It's high time to draw the line
Put an end to this game before it's too late
Head games, it's you and me baby
Head games, and I can't take it anymore
Head games, I don't wanna play the...
Head games
I daydream for hours it seems
I keep thinkin' of you, yeah, thinkin' of you
These daydreams, what do they mean?
They keep haunting me, are they warning me?
Daylight turns into night
We try and find the answer but it's nowhere in sight
It's always the same and you know who's to blame
You know what I'm sayin', still we keep on playin'
Head games, that's all I get from you
Head games, and I can't take it anymore
Head games, don't wanna play the...
Head games
So near, so far away
We pass each other by 'cause we don't know what to say
It's so clear, I'm sorry to say
But if you wanna win you gotta learn how to play
Head games, always you and me, baby
Head games, 'till I can't take it anymore
Head games, instead of makin' love
Head games, ooh
Head games, always you and me, baby
Head games, 'till I can't take it anymore, no more
Head games, instead of makin' love, we play
Head game
Yep. I just quoted Foreigner.

ohhhh why did we meet?

...i hate it when people find out the real name.

get the same responses : "my sister is named cheyenne." or "my dogs name is cheyenne"

.....yay.

again

Hello Booootique

Let the drama begin.

messy

it was a first time this morning

i'd never woken up from a dream/nightmare

being so angry and having my fists clenched and tensed

its bothering me

its exhausting.

just drown the memories

hello old friend.

nice to see you again.