Tuesday, December 06, 2011

Today is WHOA


One word has been repeated today : WHOA

This is my winter song to you.
The storm is coming soon,
it rolls in from the sea

My voice; a beacon in the night.
My words will be your light,
to carry you to me.

Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love

They say that things just cannot grow
beneath the winter snow,
or so I have been told.

They say were buried far,
just like a distant star
I simply cannot hold.

Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love alive?

This is my winter song.
December never felt so wrong,
cause youre not where you belong;
inside my arms.

bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum
bum bum bum bum bum bum
bum bum bum bum bum bum

I still believe in summer days.
The seasons always change
and life will find a way.

Ill be your harvester of light
and send it out tonight
so we can start again.

Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love alive?

This is my winter song.
December never felt so wrong,
cause youre not where you belong;
inside my arms.

This is my winter song to you.
The storm is coming soon
it rolls in from the sea.

My love a beacon in the night.
My words will be your light
to carry you to me.

Is love alive?

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Tuesday, November 01, 2011

Thursday, October 27, 2011


"As I looked at all the relationships around me, some had gone on forever, some that were reignited, and some that had just begun, I realized something:
It should have been me."


Sunday, October 23, 2011

Fink - Yesterday Was Hard On All Of Us

Finch - Letters To You



Finch??..... yeah why not?


....I remember when I was much younger, sitting at a restaurant, watching a lonely man eat his dinner. Meanwhile at all other tables each person had a counterpart. I sat and watched him eat.... the sadness in his motions...his actions. I hoped to not be that lonely ever.....and here I sit today. Alone. Sitting in those restaurants, as a party of one, I know that feeling.
Reached the point where believing in that "fairytale" is dumb.

Wednesday, October 19, 2011


"Are you trying to get an upper body workout?" she says

"Well I need to balance out....after that lower body workout!" he says
hehehe

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Matthew Barber - Where the river bends (Lyrics)


You will never know the effect you had on me.... just believe it was monumental.
Maybe one day...... just maybe...

Friday, October 07, 2011



It's funny how one person can shake another's foundation to the core.
Half the time, they don't even know they did it!




I enjoy finding dimes daily all of a sudden.


Sunday, September 25, 2011

Astrology reading





Name: Veg Vollum
September 4 1982
7:20 AM Time Zone is CDT
Albert Lea, MN

Rising Sign is in 18 Degrees Virgo
You tend to be very shy and not very self-assertive. You are supercritical about how you appear to others. Even though you may think you are uninteresting and dull, you are actually quite soft- spoken, orderly, neat and very likable. You are a perfectionist with high standards, and at times you can be quite tactless in pointing out the faults of others. Very practical, efficient and purposeful, your appearance and bearing reflect your need to appear graceful, sensible and reserved. You have a crisp, no-nonsense approach to dealing with others. Never lazy or self-indulgent, you tend to be dedicated to the work ethic.

Sun is in 11 Degrees Virgo.
Extremely careful and cautious by nature, you value neatness and order above all else. You rigorously practice very high standards of living and conduct and you demand the same of everyone with whom you come into contact. At times, you are so supercritical that you are merely nit-picky. You are very good at practical skills and quite handy with tools of all kinds. You are also greatly concerned with hygiene, cleanliness and personal health problems. Very likely your health is much better than you think it is -- don't worry so much! Extremely methodical and analytical, you are a perfectionist -- this makes you the perfect person to carry out highly detailed, precise operations. But, at times, you pay so much attention to details that you lose sight of the larger issues.

Moon is in 23 Degrees Pisces.
You have strong feelings and are extremely sensitive. It would help if you had a thicker skin -- you tend to react emotionally to every situation you come across. Kind, gentle and considerate of the feelings of others, you are good at taking care of the sick, wounded and helpless. But you tend to absorb the energy of others -- so avoid those who are always negative. You have a rich, creative and lively imagination, but you should be careful not to spend all your time daydreaming. Very intuitive, you have good ESP and may be quite clairvoyant or psychic. Remember that you too have the right to get what you want from life. If you are always defensive and kowtowing to others, people will take advantage of you and exploit you.

Mercury is in 08 Degrees Libra.
You are known for not jumping to conclusions about things. You tend to weigh all possible choices very carefully before making a decision. When in the slightest amount of doubt, you will compromise rather than ruffle any feathers. You are a true raconteur of culture and taste -- your ideas and opinions are neat, elegant and refined. A born diplomat, you dislike discord so much that you will go out of your way to make others feel comfortable and at ease. You speak softly and pleasantly.

Venus is in 25 Degrees Leo.
You have a striking, regal appearance and demeanor that attracts others to you. Your friendship is highly sought and you tend to take friendships quite seriously -- you remain loyal and true to those to whom you are attached. For you, love is mixed with pride and respect. Relationships are over when you lose respect for your partner. Be careful of a tendency to relate only to those who make you look good -- the powerful, important and influential. This can lead to arrogance and selfishness, and neither of these qualities becomes you.

Mars is in 19 Degrees Scorpio.
Your likes and dislikes are strong and intense, never casual or superficial. You are known for your persistence and willful obsession. Once you have decided on a course of action, you are unstoppable. Your emotional actions tend to be extreme, although you try to keep them muted. You are not quick to anger, you do slow burns. And you tend to release your anger as sarcasm or irony. Beware of your tendency to hold grudges and to be vengeful. When you do fight, or release your internal tensions, you do so body and soul -- you become totally passionate and your outbursts are awesome to behold.

Jupiter is in 06 Degrees Scorpio.
You love to dig deep beneath surface appearances in order to find out what is really happening. A persistent researcher, you are very interested in the psychology of any situation. You tend to become overwhelmed by the complexity of what you uncover, however, and that makes you a bit gun-shy about explaining things to others. But you must learn to try to communicate as best you can because what you know is really very valuable to others.

Saturn is in 20 Degrees Libra.
Although you take quite a while to make decisions, you usually consider all sides to a question, all the pros and cons, and the solution you come up with is very often the correct one. You tend to be very reserved and shy, but, once you make a commitment to someone (in either a business or personal relationship), the partnership is forever. You have a strong sense of justice and fair play and greatly respect the laws and institutions by which you are governed. As such, you are outraged when others break laws or show contempt for authority.

Uranus is in 00 Degrees Sagittarius.
You, and most of your peers, have the tendency to think that all ideas, customs and traditions from the past are outmoded and irrelevant. You are attracted to radically new ideas, philosophies and religions that will, hopefully, cause sweeping changes throughout the world.

Neptune is in 24 Degrees Sagittarius.
You, and your entire generation, are heavily involved in investigating and idealizing foreign and exotic intellectual systems and religious philosophies. The most extreme ideals will be pursued with gusto. You will be at the forefront of humanitarian attempts to improve the lot of those who are in need of assistance. You will be comfortable with the concept of the "global village."

Pluto is in 25 Degrees Libra.
For your entire generation, this is a time of radical changes in society's attitude toward marriage and interpersonal relationships. There is a general fear and awe at the power inherent in making emotional or contractual commitments -- they will not be entered into lightly.

N. Node is in 11 Degrees Cancer.
You genuinely enjoy meeting other people, but you're at your best if you can do so from the comfort of your own home. You prefer others to come to you and tend to feel uncomfortable about leaving your home or neighborhood for any extended period of time. Those who do come in contact with you are struck by your caring and obliging nature -- you really make them feel at home. You form the closest ties, however, with members of your immediate family, especially your parents and children. You're at your best attending or organizing family reunions!

5 Ways you know its time to get married:

Wednesday, September 21, 2011


Lights will guide you home
And I will try to fix you

Tuesday, September 20, 2011




My little slice of California


Friday, September 16, 2011

dim


i found another dime today.... and i couldnt stop smiling.

one day i hope you remember
one day......


Thursday, September 08, 2011

broken


nine months "sober" down the drain....






dear veg, i wish i knew what was going on in your head at any given moment. you always have that look like...there's another world in there and i would very much like to visit.





Sunday, August 28, 2011

Ellie Goulding - Guns And Horses


Where is that reset button?..... I'll continue to search.....

Sunday, August 21, 2011



I saw that nickel on the ground
in Target nonetheless
I walked right on by
with desire to reach down.

One day....I will build it
The dreams will be magical

Monday, July 18, 2011

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Thursday, July 14, 2011




When you know there's an end
It forces you to live

Saturday, July 09, 2011

Wednesday, July 06, 2011

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

mirror

Quite the vivid dream last night:
Walking through the lodge at 'Basin....
There were mirrors all in a row, laying on the floor
I looked in the first one, saw my reflection
And punched it, shattering it
No one was around, but I could see people walking toward me
I simply put my glove back on....as I was bleeding....
And walked back outside.

To see your own reflection in the mirror, suggests that you are pondering thoughts about your inner self. The reflection in the mirror is how you perceive yourself or how you want others to see you. You may be contemplating on strengthening and changing aspects of your character. If the mirror is cracked or broken, then it represents a poor or distorted self-image. Alternatively, it suggests that you have put an end to your old habits and ways.
To break a mirror in your dream, suggests that you are breaking an old image of yourself. You may be putting an end to an old habit. Breaking a mirror is also an old symbol for seven years of bad luck.
To dream that you are bleeding or losing blood, signifies that you are suffering from exhaustion or that you are feeling emotionally drained.

Yep



Sunday, June 19, 2011


"Here read this review.... Its from Who's your daddy 1997!"


all i want is you by barry louis polisar- animation

Thursday, June 16, 2011


"I guess in the end, things seldom work out exactly the way you expect.
Other times, well, you've kind of sealed your own fate.
Either way, you have to trust that whatever's supposed to happen, will happen.
Besides, somehow you always seem to end up with the person you're meant to be with."

ONCE: What does it feel like to be in love?

Monday, June 13, 2011

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Air - All I Need (720p)


Once upon a time.....
I dreamed a fairy tale.


I hope you remember one day.

Thursday, June 09, 2011


"Veg....you are the king of seasonal jobs....Dont you get sick of that!?"


.......nope

Saturday, June 04, 2011

Say Anything - Goodbye Young Tutor, You've Now Outgrown Me


June 3rd
Still shreddin

I stood in the grocery store
staring at the produce
daydreaming
Not sure how long I zoned out
Just imagining you and I
laughing
being picky over which bananas
we would purchase
And then was brought back to reality
Standing there alone



Saturday, May 14, 2011

Say Anything- I want to know your plan

i want to know your plans
and how involved in them i am
when i go to sleep for good
will i be forgiven
and if you want roses
you can go buy a bouquet
if that just won't cut it
well, what can i say

you're what keeps me believing
the world's not long dead
strength in my bones
put the words in my head
when they pour out to paper
it's all for you
cuz that's what you do

i want to know your fear
from your feet
to the back of your ear
when they raise the landing gear
will your heart stay here
if you could forgive me
for being so brash
well you could hit me or whip me
i'd savour each lash

you're what keeps me believing
the world's not long dead
strength in my bones
put the words in my head
when they pour out to paper
it's all for you
cuz that's what you do

no more fighting
this is only a waste of our time
cuz soon we'll be leaving
will this strength still be mine
i'll look out for you
until i die
until i rot
i'll remember you
until i die
until i rot

you're what keeps me believing
the world's not long dead,
strength in my bones
put the words in my head
when they pour out to paper
it's all for you
cuz that's what you do

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Wednesday, March 23, 2011


The date has been set


Thursday, February 17, 2011

Tuesday, February 08, 2011

Sunday, February 06, 2011

You are my forever

Friday, February 04, 2011


"your belly button is so high!.....your mum fffffucked up"
hehehehehehe.....

Thursday, February 03, 2011

your eyes are brighter than the city lights

ooohhhh helllooooo sake

ready. set. brush.
"i know ma'am.....but i'm trying to explain directions"


sass included


"look!....look at my halo's!"



"i'm not putting my feet in that water!"......*whine*whine
".....i cant believe i'm doing this"

our eyes met


that first morning
you ran to me


and that last night.....
i wanted to run back to you

Wednesday, January 26, 2011




Oh so much closer

timing


do NOT be scared by the title.

They say everything is about timing.
Yes.

Timing is everything

she said ...."our bed"


Friday, January 21, 2011

Phantom Planet - California

Veg: Did you build your fire?...get it going for the night?
Cupcake: Yeah theres a mountain of wood in there!
Veg:...........theres a mountain of wood in my pants.

And we laughed and laughed

Thursday, January 20, 2011

true

Your cynical side is speechless
I feel, in some way, responsible

In return....as driving home
staring in awe at the mountains and snow
I think...."well, I could move....I can always visit."

And that is what astounds me.
The smile on my face is what tells the truth.

Monday, January 17, 2011



You've done it.
Broke through the wall thats been built
How?....being sooo far away??
Soon the distance between us will be mere centimeters
Whoa

Friday, January 14, 2011

I don't think people are meant to be by themselves.
That's why, if you actually find someone you care about...
...it's important to let go of the little things.
...Even if you can't let go all the way.
Because nothing sucks more than feeling all alone...no matter how many people are around.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

hello hello baby you called? I cant hear a thing

Friday, January 07, 2011

I Will Follow You Into The Dark


its bizarre i havent met you......yet i miss you

Sunday, January 02, 2011

Saturday, January 01, 2011

slug

before the natty light

after the natty light


Happy Holidays
SLUG party