INFJ

INFJ

You are:
very expressed introvert
slightly expressed intuitive personality
moderately expressed feeling personality
slightly expressed judging personality

maybe just once

someone could say:

"hey, good job today."

i'll keep waiting.

You could do better, better than that
You're a fraud
Thank god you learned to keep your shirt on

heart on the sleeve

heart on the sleeve, originally uploaded by lobster_editor.

another self made tattoo

Dead Puppy Posse

thanks

wait, i'm wrong
should've done better than this
please, i'll be strong
i'm finding it hard to resist

so show me what i'm looking for

save me, i'm lost
oh lord i've been waiting for you
i'll pay any cost
save me from being confused
show me what i'm looking for
show me what i'm looking for
oh lord

don't let go
i've wanted this far too long
mistakes become regrets
i've learned to love abuse
please show me what i'm looking for

i wanted you...

YOU

next to me

this conversation happened twice tonight.
two different people:

hey...were you at 'Basin last week?
...i was there awhile ago.
yeah...it was thanksgiving. i thought that was you. the cook at powder mtn.

apparently i'm getting noticed.

L.O.V.E
its a

mystery

I made a mistake and I never forgot
I tied knots in the laces of
My worried shoes
And with every step that I'd take I'd remember my mistake
As I marched further and further away
In my worried shoes
oo oo oo oo oo oo oo oo oo oo
My worried shoes
And my shoes took me down a crooked path
Away from all welcome mats

...f.....
now i need a drink
and a part of me doesnt want to stop


i need "therapy"
soon

so you showed up in my dreams last night.

how this happened i dont know.

youre not even here yet:

but i came to your "welcome to utah" party.

saw you sitting on the couch with another guy...felt kinda hurt.

you didnt look into him. but yet you didnt leave him.

i pretended it didnt bother me. nice lip ring though.

my guess is youre on your way.

getting up

only to be let down

tired of being here

missing your bedroom

wake up

they tell me "erase her from your phone, your life"

i simply say....."no"

it seems as though they notice me now. all of a sudden.

....ugh. my stomach.

C: yeah i can hear that. you wanna go to Denny's?

Um...what?...no that would be spoiling me!

C: ...hmm, how is Denny's considered that?

because normally i get told "its 2am, starve bitch"

C: i'm drinking this hot chocolate to help me from falling asleep. all the sugars should help.

A: ..........what are you?...like 5 years old?!

doesnt matter how old i am, where i'm at, who i'm talking to, what i'm reading, where i'm searching, what i'm watching, there is always a part of me that misses you.

Girl talk = pillow talk

you made me melt with the ice cream...

i didnt think i would have these feelings again

then you showed up

i like you next to me

i like when you tell me stories

i like your laugh

i'm excited to see you again

(and your teeth grinding)

Helllooooo Nurse

IMGP2729, originally uploaded by lobster_editor.

4am coffee with Jesus and THE nurse at Denny's
and I was going to miss it.
i'm glad i made it.

i havent touched that stuff in a long time
but there we are at work, in the secret passage
hitting it
i like how, not until i moved to utah, that i experiment/resume drugs
utah of all places.
and i'm ok with that. no excuses.

you showed up in your beanie....and i instantly melted

Come tomorrow.I'll be on my way back home.In the morning,call from a roadside telephone.One night,doesn't mean the rest of my life.If I go it's not impossible,but possible is probably wrong.So, let go because I'm afraid to try.I'll keep my hands by my side.I won't come back.I hope someday you'll understand.I want to try and make it right,but I don't know if I can.Last night,everything was right and the rain was gone.One summer's night's the only time we know.Shut your eyes,when you wake up, I'll be gone.

lint of love

lint of love, originally uploaded by lobster_editor.

“Now that I have found someone, I'm feeling more alone.. than I ever have before.”