road

I have this fantasy of disappearing

draining the bank account

packing up the subaru

and just leaving

i think of this journey often....daily

and more recently

almost hourly

i dream of alaska

i dream of one day being happy

i dream of those memorable moments

it feels i'm at a crossroads

not toooo sure which direction to go

this anger and sadness is eating away at my insides

i'd like to not wake up in tears

i'd also not like to wake up alone