decade

Ten(10!) years of this lifestyle.

And no plans to quit anytime soon.

For the first time, little responsibility this season

meaning more time on the snow

No easy road though.

I want to work for it.

Meaning more hiking.

MORE creativity.

MORE shoveling.

MORE appreciation.

and then sadness sets in again.

and its difficult to leave this room.

"I just don't want to look back and wonder what could have been, you know?"

and yet everyday I wonder "what if"