I have this fantasy of disappearing
draining the bank account
packing up the subaru
and just leaving
i think of this journey often....daily
and more recently
almost hourly
i dream of alaska
i dream of one day being happy
i dream of those memorable moments
it feels i'm at a crossroads
not toooo sure which direction to go
this anger and sadness is eating away at my insides
i'd like to not wake up in tears
i'd also not like to wake up alone
